( i love this.. )

ok update.. lets start with a couple weekends ago..

friday theeee 22nd brian went away to his cottage for two weeks.. i cried myself to sleep friday AND saturday night.. it sucked. needless to say, i talked to him all day until he left. *sigh..

saturday and sunday i worked 6-2 as usual.. i REALLY didnt want to sit home for 2 weeks missing brian so ( Read more... )

i love that dave has been going on brians msn and telling me that brian loves me and misses me.

i miss him so much. i'm counting the days till he comes back. which fyi is 8. <3 ( Read more... )

ت₪Brian๑۩۞۩๑Splinter₪ت task.Pro@Heart <3 Stephanie #task <3 - 7 months <3 says:
Brian misses you sooo much, hes going crazy
Stephanie <3 Brian - 29 // I love you so much<3 says:
lol
Stephanie <3 Brian - 29 // I love you so much<3 says:
i miss him yoo
Stephanie <3 Brian - 29 // I love you so much<3 says ( Read more... )

i feel i am constantly being let down ( Read more... )

it makes me nervous when people who were together for a long time break up cause it makes me think that its gonna happen to me too ( Read more... )

hes leaving again..

*sigh.. i dont want him to..

i love that you're home earlier than you thought <3

and i love our random, pointless conversations <3

and i love you, obviously <3

wow.. that was a lot of <3's in one post haha

last night i cried myself to sleep. and i dont really know why. i know part of it is because right now i feel like i have no reason to live. i'm not doing anything important in my life at the time being.. just wasting away 32-40 hours a week selling coffee and bagels to grungy old men who look at me like i'm mothering their children. sick.

its not ( Read more... )

i wish i was going away for the summer.

i want to go to alberta and stay with my aunt for a week or two. or my uncle. either one of them. they both live in equally interesting places. of course, theres more to do in calgary than there is in drayton but drayton is closer to edmonton and i like edmonton.

*sigh.. i want to get out of here.