a week+exam days and i'm out of sophomore year. Finally, too because i might just punch another kid in the face who thinks they know every detail of me and believes they have a chance. you don't need to be on my level. you don't need to be intellectual or interested in the same movies, books, and music. As long as you dont rive on about subjects, ( Read more... )

not sleeping

i thought the office was really cute tonight. i miss watching it regularly and then talking about it with Jared or Kate. discussions that seem imature and simple but i miss them entirely. the simplicity of how everything used to be. and how i would wish for something else, more complicated structures of living to fill my mind and pass the time when ( Read more... )

i'm having a little trouble separating dreams and irregular thoughts from what we consider all actual reality.
i'm glad spring break is over. it was my worst, but i didn't drown myself in it like i usually would. 
i feel grown up.
i'm still exhausted..    or unmotivated

 going to Atlanta. 8am.
be back Saturday. 8pm.

all to be too personal


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i can only be different everyday. 
i hate all my clothes 
lol

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soon is the farthest
i like this time of year.

 yesterday the car died on alligator alley and it took a long time to get home.
i'm packing my room up and i haven't felt nervous or anything yet.
i don't think any of us will see eachother again after this.

i'm also starting to feel slightly more in control.