i took dad to greek fest and spent the last of my money on gyros and a nesting doll. 
i spent a lot of money this weekend.


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i really did always feel in the few years before i turned fifteen this indescribable, reasurring warning-like feeling that it was going to happen. it concludes the longest year of my life because of the single-solid days i've counted one after another. so it does make some sense that it happend now. i will never again be able to focus on smaller ( Read more... )

i'm starting to sense that i'm on a path equiped primarily for some form of ultimate peace or the perfect downfall.
i suppose that's just how it is.
creation, destruction

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turn my head into sound
i dont know when i lay down on the ground

you will wait, see me go
i dont care,
where your head turned,    i dont know

close my eyes 
feel me now
i dont know how you could not love me now

 i'm alone and i don't care for now.

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Bobby came over last weekend. I missed him so much. He brought me pictures and clips of New Jersey and our future split apartment with Rob and Stephanie. We went to the beach and the circus. For dinner I made shepherd's pie. It was really good to see him.

Last night we were talking about college acceptance percentages. And to me, everything really ( Read more... )

no you're a cunt!

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