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WTF? What's with me and having all the wrong chicks take interest? Fuckin stupid.

Well, I lied through my teeth. That's the move I made.

I keep so many things inside that I want to say to you. I don't say those things because no matter what I say or how I feel, Things won't change. You won't change. We won't change. And sometimes I think you have things that you keep locked away inside of you too. But I'll never hear those things. Because I honestly don't think you care.

I'm over it... I'm a new person.. I'm puttin my own shit aside and I'm just gonna focus on those that are close to me. My own needs are meaningless from this point on. So if I don't have my own problems todeal with, then I won't have toworry about myself. I won't be mad or jealousor miserable. I'm a genius :) And I'm happier already than I've ever ( Read more... )

Know what sucks, there's only one thing I want.. and that's the one thing I just can't have.

Ok, there was one good thing about last night.. and that was Flushing kicking Kearsley's ass 50-18 ( Read more... )

Wow, life around me is getting depressing... seems like everyone is dying. Grandma, Uncle, Friend of the Family... all in the last 6 months.. and now my Grandpa's health seems to be taking a turn for the worst ( Read more... )

Navy Recruiters called me tonight.. looks like I'm gonna see the world if I start this program.. England, Australia, Bermuda. Haha, I'm gonna start training at 16 and when I join I'll be an automatic Lt. Plus, I'll get to fly, plus they pay all my shit to be trained. That kicks ass. I get to blow people up lol.

Everything Just fucking sucks right now. Everything...