blah....blah...blah....8 page paper....blah...blah...miss boyfriend....blah...blah...blah....finals....blah...blah...blah.

and thats about it. again...welcome to my life.

he loves me....

its strange how when you're growing up you have this whole utopia image of how your whole life will be. of course the friends who you've been best friends with your whole life will still be there until the day you die. you will stay perfectly close and go through life the same way you always have, completely inseperable. it's funny how life is ( Read more... )

so why is it that they always want what they can't have? he was so addicting...he would piss me off and then with a hug or a smile i would forgive him. i mean why did this boy get inside my head and honestly drive me crazy? but then finally, i got over him. i get an AMAZING boy who i fall for more and more everyday....and then, he wants me. and ( Read more... )

I like long drives, movies that make me cry, warm clothes out of the dryer, the smell of the fireplace, and bright colors. I like that feeling you get when you realize that you still have 10 minutes before you have to get out of bed, black and white photos, anything acoustic, gum…especially the green kind, laughing until I can't breathe, and you. I ( Read more... )

ok...so let me tell my embarrassing yet fabulously funny story. so today we went mc dee's for a lunch of the cheeseburger persuasion. so i had set my cell phone on the tray, thinking that my boyfriend was going to call. well, we finished eating and we went to leave. i throw my stuff away and drive to school. on the way there i reach for my phone. ( Read more... )

there was never any place for someone like me to be totally happy...

i took a look around at my life today. and what i found was that there is no one in this whole world who truly understands me. honestly, i have no one who i can talk to. no one who will just listen, and then let me know that everything will be okay. someone who won't criticize what i'm saying, or tell me i shouldn't feel that way. theres no one who ( Read more... )

so we put up our christmas tree today....its as big as the room! its HUGE! but it smells so good. I miss jeff like CRAZY! it kinda scares me how much i care about him. i mean what if he turns out to be just like every other guy i've dated? i'm so scared that one of these days he is going to wake up and realize what he has gotten himself into. That ( Read more... )

so here it is. the wonderful window into my life. i figure i write all the stuff thats in my head all the time anyways, why not just write it here. so anyways...for those of you who don't know, i have an amazing boy. he makes me all giddy and giggley. i adore him. its kinda creepy though, because i date assholes. and he...as far as i can tell, is ( Read more... )