Meh... every time I see shit about high school moments, it makes me sad. Not experiencing high school- not being able to go to a hs reuinion should I ever want to, not having all the connection with friends I would have made during high school, makes me sad.

*sigh* oh well... nothing I could of done about it.

"Size really doesnt matter. Whether its small, medium, or large- they all taste the same"

guess what they are talking about

( give up? )

hmmm.. a blood pressure of 200 over like 90 isnt good is it? Thats what the thing at Target said tonight ( Read more... )

Still feel like crap. Major dizzyness at times, and also the sudden feeling of blood rusing to/through my head which causes great pain and makes me wanna barf. Yeah I'm definately gonna need to see a doc.

Ok so I have officially decided to call and make an appointment with our family doctor. Reasons? Oh so many, you see like when leaving Michelles, while it really wsnt that cold, I couldnt stop shivering? or shaking big time and I fell over once cause of it while walking to my car- I was shaking/shivering so bad. And no I wasnt drunk. When I sat in ( Read more... )

meh ok so I canceled my plans tonight. I need to figure shit out I think. Yet I wont realy figure much out cause I'll be spending my time on the phones instead- but at least I will leave myself open Sunday to study for a chance for my midterm. Mech I feel bad though canceling, but yeah I need to figure shit out- not fair to drag someone else into ( Read more... )

So yeah, I was talking with some friends the other day and I just randmonly said how I wanted to get into modeling. I want a vote here- of those who read this, what do you think? Yes I should try, or no I am too ugly for it ( Read more... )

LAYER ONE: On The Outside ( Read more... )

Ok tell me the logic in this ( Read more... )

All this bs- its all due to my planetout profile and my mother thinking I am meeting people. Funny thing is, no one is replying to the ad, so its not like I can go out and meet anyone anyways even if I wanted to, which I do not want to meet anyone that way. Its so stupid- she really needs to like try TALKING about stuff like this then building up ( Read more... )