So its been about a month since my life went from good till when it began its downward spin. A month. Its been so much, yet its gone by so fast. Thank god it hasnt felt like it has dragged on the entire time... still just alot to process ( Read more... )

as mother hands me the phone after coming out of room "here, its your grandmother, and I've told her you are gay so you dont have to hide it, she wants to talk to you".... stomach drops, I say hello, and my grandmother is still talking to me, yay, still loves me, yay, says to hang in there, and wants me to come down so we can talk, and to try and ( Read more... )

I find my self getting highly depressed and highly jealous of those who have 'perfect' lives compared to me. Mother and I are still not talking ( Read more... )

So yes, just got back from the dentist. My mouth is sore. He clened a shitload from my teeth- yes, I admit I have horrible brushing habits but I will change ( Read more... )

Defined as getting some weird enjoyment from taking pointless quiz's while currently waiting for the right time to go to the dentist...

My first weird quiz to get you hooked...

wooh.. I get him! yes!

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I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then, I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. (Taken from Michaels journal)

wooh I feel all manly now.. taking tires off cars.. checkng the break pad levels... all by myself.. wooh... Its so much fun to jump up and down on that tool thingy that you use to loosen the lugnuts with- all 200 pounds of me not budging it then, weee.. suddenly it goes.. lol Getting all dirty too- ewwww.. this fag doesnt like to get all dirty like ( Read more... )

Well I think I got an A on my DA midterm. I'll post the image of my midterm up later on today when I get home from class ( Read more... )

meh.. Patrick got sick and had to cancel. Meh.. sucky. Hopefully we can find a day this week that we coul reschedule and go out together. Was looking forward to going out with him though to get my mind off of my mothers latest thing. Oh well.. guess I will have to wait to get cheered up.

yay.. now my mother wants to kick me out of the house. If she does, I dont know what the fuck I am going to do. Totaly not cool. I cant even afford to move out but I might have to some how find a way to manage.