I had an anxiety attack last night.... I woke up around 4am thinking i had to run tapes, or make copies, and that i was late to the show. That i was still in Miami, that the hurricane was much worse there, then it really was, and that everything was dark and i couldnt see.

That the VMAs were over, but i was still running around in circles not ( Read more... )

The past ten days have been the craziest days of my life. I cant even explain. Throughout those days i have felt:

tired, cranky, silly, sad, frustrated, proud, tired, elated, shocked, tired, excited, scared, nervous, melancholy, joyful, sleepy, crazy, enhilirated, surprised, tired, and most of all happy. oh did i mention tired?

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so so much to say... I need to catch up from VMA FAVORITE PERFORMANCES, with Mitch and Mary and Rich and Yossi and Matt.. and how it aired this saturday, and how it will air 8 more times...

and how i started direct effect this week.. and how im working with tracy and serefe and karen and i took Kurts old desk, and im across from alan, and annie is ( Read more... )

so much to update about.... but for now.. i just want to remember last night, incredible as it was.


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busy day. work work work. done early. sangria w. Mary. girl talks. nice buzz. share stories. lips buzzing. nice buzz. cheers. seperate ways.

met up w. you. dinner. laugh, laugh, laugh. talk nonstop. wine. whispers. stories told. stroll in the dark. smiles. goodbye. tomorrow is coming. U2 on the pod. cell phone vibrating. voice, laugh, whisper ( Read more... )

Hmm.. there is so much I should update about, and maybe I will get to it eventually. But now here are the important things

• This summer has turned out to be fabulous
• Work is going extremely well
• I danced in the rain
• I strolled through Union Square with one of the best people I know at midnight
• I am seen through another person's eyes as 'incredible'

this made my night

sludgeMc (11:41:47 PM): SSSSSMMMMUUUUDDDGGGEEEEE

very unexpected, but so so wonderful.

that is all. my weekend was fantastic, hope everyone else's was as well.

REESE JAM 2005. fucking awesome

i had so much fun in huntington. im wasted. ive been drinking since 6pm. im so tough.

i saw so many people. russell, dan pelkowski, cyndie, kate, wittle, everyone of joanna and mikes friend, and who told me i cant be aroudn them because iw ill get them in ttruouble with my brother. the guys said that. that s funny. ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday, Pat  :)


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I 've got to admit its getting better.. its getting better all the time... !