Oh man, will the irritations never end? Ok, simply put, I'm tired... I'm just fucking tired. SICK and tired to be exact. I'm working my ASS off, and just got a second job, so I can pay for a house, and a car, and cell phone bills, and food, and gas, etc, and I feel like I'm getting NO help! The reason I have been working like a beast is because ( Read more... )

Ok, if you have read my blog on myspace, this will make more sense. Short version, SS's ex is bein all selfcentered about god knows what and talkin about me "putting her down" and all that good stuff. You know that Keysha Cole song "shoulda cheated?" Same concept... if ur already being accused of shit, ya might as well go ahead and do it. So I ( Read more... )

Ok, so it's been a min since I posted anything... For those of you who don't already know, I quit. Gave up school... that shit was NOT worth my mental health, what little was left. I was going to lose my job, my boyfriend, and prolly kill myself if I didn't find a way to feel better. Then, as my last post talked about, I talked to Savannah and ( Read more... )

Soooo... Some of you may have read my past entry, if not, no loss. Anyway, after I wrote that, I had therapy like, the next day or two days later, talked about it... then wrote a note to S with a list of "once and for alls." Just a bunch of questions I have had or whatever, but anytime I try to ask, we get sidetracked, so everything was out, ( Read more... )

alrighty... this too will most likely not be a legit entry either... I'm just kinda setting the ground rules for myself. One thing I will do, is if I cannot mention the person by name, I'm not gonna talk about the entire issue. I don't agree with keeping things anon. If I have shit to say, i'm gonna say it, damn changing the names to protect ( Read more... )

Alright... so my therapist thinks this is a good idea, so here i go... this is the first time i've ever done an LJ... I need a way to talk about my shit, and so this was the suggested method... more later, just wanted to post the initial entry