I want to scream. I want to run until I can't run anymore and it's so hard for me to breathe that I just have to stop...and then I want to scream. I want to sit in the dark by myself at the lake and scream until I can't anymore.

And then I want to wake up and feel like this nightmare was a dream.

A guy in a Michigan bar leans over to the guy next to him and says, "Wanna hear an Ohio joke ( Read more... )

I'm soooo stoked to be moving back up to Central in just 3 days - this year is going to be AWESOME! Not only do I not have a curfew or have to worry about parents, but I get to see Alex everyday, and that makes me very happy ( Read more... )

The last time I wrote was when my Zim died....I didn't think things would ever look up....but life is really okay - I've been working for about a month and a half and I've already put over $700 in the bank, and still had money to spend - I got a new kitten, Luna, who is absolutely ADORABLE - I saw Pirates of the Caribbean 2 and it ROCKED - Alex and ( Read more... )

My baby, Zim, probably had a brain anerism.....he wasn't even 4 years old.....my mother found him in the grass this morning when we went to look for him because no one had seen him....I can't even describe the amount of pain I feel ( Read more... )

I fucking LOVE people.

I just want everybody to know that.

This is how it works: Comment on this entry and I will give you a letter. Write ten words beginning with that letter in your journal, including an explanation what the word means to you and why, and than pass out letters to those who want to play along ( Read more... )

The Beginning, 2/4/06:


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Yesterday was Valentine's Day - Alex bought me a dozen roses and Saw 2 - nothing says "I like my girlfriend" like blood and gore...he's so sweet - I had a good time at Crystal this past weekend...except for the Natalie-puking-all-over-the-bathroom-Saturday-night part...I did decent in the races....watched the women's USA vs. Swede's hockey game, ( Read more... )

This was definitely a sucky weekend for snowboarding since I did so suckily - no Nationals for me =( but the upside to yesterdays horrendous rain and icy hills was that the skiers had some SWEET yard sales in which the skis stayed where they fell and they slid all the way down the hill - that was entertaining from the lodge while I dried off - ( Read more... )