ten days since i was last here whats happened. oh wit nothing, except i got all ones at s&e. This weeks depreesion due to: grandma moving into a nursing home, i wont go into it. Big plans for valentines day. God, please let them work.

The age old question of why do bad things happen to good peopple comes to me now ( Read more... )

Two songs today ( Read more... )

My life is really starting to piss me off. Screw trying to clean myself up and "improve" my personality. I'm sick of feeling hollow. I'm gonna be pissed off for awhile so you guys would do best to leave me alone.

Darn, I have to do an SAT tomorrow. I hate them with a passion, but my dad's forcing me to do it so i've got no choice. Im all worked up though cause if i do well then I wont have to take it again and itll look really good for colleges ( Read more... )

great horn party to get me out of my funk. it was a lot of fun although noone watched the movie ( Read more... )

get this over quick. then sleep. Nothing at alls happened although im still feel mixed up inside, but i think i will for awhile. my cousin is really screwy he keeps trying to grab my crotch, so im scared. this week has been really boring nothings happened god im bored ( Read more... )

Bad day badlife bad everything if im pissed off tommorrow dont be suprised. I dont know whats wrong, but thats how life goes, sometimes you get thrown a curveball and it hits you in the face. well i guess u get how i feel ( Read more... )

I bored, sprinkled with a smooth layer of depression.

I was alone thinkin' I was just fine
I wasn't lookin' for anyone to be mine
I thought love was just a fabrication
A train that wouldn't stop at my station

Home, alone, that was my consignment
Solitary confinement
So when we met I was getting around you

My backpacking trip was fun although it was raining this morning. Hope everyone ad a nice New Years. Argh!! its hard to believe schools about to start up. not much else to say.