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[hco_barbie_07]

Well sadly me and my REAL bf have too many fights. I don't know why we just don't break up. I think we both know we are both capable at "forever"... even if its the shittiest forever ever. And who wants to walk away from "forever"? "Forever" is the goal! He fake broke up with me one night. I knew he didnt mean it and I was torn. I kinda wanted him

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[mattel_recall]

I've been curious about the whole vegan thing myself. Not sure if it's anything I'd actually pursue. I probably wouldn't. lol. The group of people I hang with, it'd be far too difficult to stick by it. They're always grilling and bacon is a side dish for every event. But I commend you if you can commit to it. And I missed you! I'll have to scan through your entries and see all that I've missed.

[hco_barbie_07]

hey I've been reading your stuff about the dates and what not lol! I just dont comment but your updates have been getting me thru long boring work days haha

and I have like 2 sets of friends... my cool chill dude bros who want beer and meat on top of everything... then my cool alternative party kids who don't want anything to do with meat or dairy... so hopefully I can make it happen some kinda way!

[gagaforfashion]

You can do it! And lol, yeah, my love life is kind of all over the place. I'm trying to find a stable middle. And this is mattel_recall. I'm updating weight entries in both journals, but this is strictly weight and more detailed.

[futuristictb]

You're kind of like alter ego me. That's a weird thing to say lol but it's true. You go to parties, you're super fit, and all the guys wanna be with you. That's how I imagine myself but I'm super shy in real life, it's disgraceful lol.

And yay veganism! I went vegan last year; it's a great thing to do for your body, imo. Good luck!!!!!

[hco_barbie_07]

Hey there alter ego me <3

I cannot wait to go vegan. Like, I'd do it now, but I wanna make sure I'm mentally ready! I don't wanna fail...

and yeah.. i party HARD... I work hard, why not? lol

xoxo

Alli?

[anonymous]

Does alli work for you? it seems that everywhere I look it says to not take alli if you are not obese. But I was wondering if anything bad happens if you do. Do you contribute any of your weight loss to the pill or do you think it was all from just diet and exercise? Also, your blog has been thinspiration for me, thanks!

Re: Alli?

[hco_barbie_07]

Thanks for thr complements :). And I love alli and take it whenever I eat something I know has more than 5g of fat. The lable says if you eat too much fat and take alli you may poop yourself. Good motivation to not eat fat. I think alli has definitely helped me! When I see the fat that comes out when I use thr bathroom I know I'm nit digesting and storing it. One hood thing for me is my mom works at a pharmacy so I get mine 30% off. It's expensive. When I'm vegan I'm hoping I can drop alli since I'll be eating a whole lot cleaner but I will reintroduce limited white carbs since I'm kickig all meat. I normally only eat whole grain carbs or sweet potato fries (unless I'm out!)

my opinion. If u have a full blown diagnosed or undiagnosed eating disorder do not take alli. The rush u get from whatching yourself poop grease is too much like purging.

[marthalebea]

lovely! got this pick on my phone and saved it as my wallpaper. great thinspo

[wishingthin379]

Friended you awhile ago when I used LJ a lot and just got back into it. I love reading your posts and they definitely keep me motivated. Love the thinspo too :) Keep it up... sounds like you're doing great.