well summer has come to a very quick close. i go back to school tomorrow and that's sad. i'll be a senior and i'm not the least bit excited. i miss my friends that graduated ( Read more... )

sup big smoke? just kidding. it's been a damn long time since i updated, so here i am, and amazingly, there's nothing to say. been hanging out with friends...same old shit...being a confused teenager because that's what i am ( Read more... )

diner last night. sunday i went to wilmington and then sam horvat's. saw steve at the diner last night, first time i've seen him since august i think, but that's ok i guess. i want to hang out with him sometime since i haven't talked to him in a while.
i want to try to hang out with kelly tonight i think. i hope we do, we don't hang out much

sometimes i can't believe what i start to think in my head...like how someone could possibly be attracted to me. that doesn't happen to me. people aren't attracted to me. it just doesn't work that way...it doesn't seem to be the way the world works for me ( Read more... )

it's been a while. i was in north carolina. it was fun, but boring, and yet i still loved it. i could live there, which i might if i go to a carolina school because my uncle lives kinda close to a couple i think, so i might just live with him. woot.

ok. so let's update about how busy i've been for the past 3 days, and it only gets better ( Read more... )

sorry i haven't updated in a little while...i've been busy. i got my cell phone finally, ask me if you want the number ( Read more... )

so i started getting those phone calls again...those ones i used to get where this person on the other line would grunt and whisper my name. yeah. i got 2 today and it's really bothering me...

on a lighter note, everyone should go to www.geocities.com/emochick1300/hallelujah.html
and read my favorite song in the world.

i hear words in clips and phrases, i think sick like ginger ale ( Read more... )

sometimes i don't know how to deal. at all. and it's one of those times...i'm hoping that i get out of this mood soon because it's getting hard to hide how depressed i am from my family...hopefully this will be done soon.