i've met the man i'm going to marry, provided this argument that we're somewhat in the middle of is fixed and the problem is solved. he's absolutely wonderful and i can't believe i've found someone that could possibly be this good to me. i care about him more than anyone else in the world. i don't know what i'd do without him ( Read more... )

so here's the real update ( Read more... )

so yeah, i'm updating. i've been going to the diner a lot more lately. and i'm still happy, but i must admit it's becoming difficult to stay that way. i can't seem to stay out of trouble with a lot of things, like ex-boyfriends and the like. i seem to have caused some trouble with chris and his girlfriend, even though i would NEVER want to date ( Read more... )

i'm truly happy for the time being...i feel ok about just about everything. i was accepted to east carolina university, but i'm not sure if i'll go there, it seems so far away, but that might be good for me. working a lot. radio shack isn't as bad as i tell people. it's really not, i had an enjoyable day at work on monday, and wednesday is ( Read more... )

so it's been a long few weeks. severe distrust in a household can kill a relationship between one and a loved one ( Read more... )

blegh i've been soo tired lately. working has me tired by like 9. i've been going out anyway though but last night kinda sucked, it was a huge waste of time. i rode up to deptford with jen and zakh to pick up some sign that michelle, tom, and brett stole. now it's in my backyard. yeah. so i rode up there and back, which took FOREVER. it should have ( Read more... )

emptiness is loneliness ( Read more... )

so far this weekend i've learned:
FRIDAY:
-you can love someone for 4 years, and really be in love with them, and no matter what, they will ALWAYS hurt you.
-the loved person mentioned above will never realize that you truly love them until you leave them, but when you love them, you can't.
SATURDAY:
-walmart sucks in the morning
-so do remote

if you can't be with the one you love, love the one you're with