lol look at the last two entries.
waht a difference 12 hours can make. well....like one. but hey.
altho i do kinda feel bad tho. but very happy.

i am a happy girl.
i love God.
and i love Donny. more than anything.

aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

my life pretty much sucks.
i miss my baby.

i miss my lj. :/ its so much prettier than xanga. woo

i havent been happy in a while and today i was. but no. it had to get ruined...of course. o well. i gotta go help my dad shovel snow now.
.birdy.

woo. i changed it finally. i like it. kinda girly...o well i liek pink and green. mhmm. well. seeing as i havent written in four days. which apparently is a long time i will write now. well we had exams this week. they were okay. i guess. susan slept over last nite. it was cool. em was gonna come over after her exam but then couldnt. so i went to ( Read more... )

so things r pretty much okay now. went to OC for the weekend. it was so fun. cold but fun. i got to drive alot. specially on teh main road so it was cool. i got used to the idea of driving with cars everywhere. woo. and i didnt kill anyone!!!! mhm. so friday was the read through for seussical. its gonna be so cool. wooo. im exicited. even tho ( Read more... )

the last few days have been odd. i just wanna be like isolated from everythign for the rest of my life. and meh. i dont kno. i just dont like it. the whole idea of life is just...eh. im not gonna kill my self and im not thinking about it. so you kno. i just wish that i wasnt ever born. and if for sum reason i did die soon i wouldnt care to much. ( Read more... )

i did the stupidest thing tonite. but yea i guess its best itll help prevent worse things coming on later. its not for too long. i cant beleive i let sumthign that good go tho. the minute u looked at me and told me u get lost in my eyes cuz and that i wasl beautiful i regreted what i had done. u kno that has to mean sumthing yea i dunno. well this ( Read more... )