it just occurred to me that when the nanny in The Omen kills herself, it's a birthday gift for Damien.

how do you top that?

when is Pat Robertson going to finally die? seriously. 9/11 he blamed on activists, homosexuals and feminists. now Haiti is suffering because they made a pact with the devil to be freed from slavery 200 years ago.

yeah

when did Curvy become a synonym for Fat? i saw a commercial where this guy asks "do you think women want to accentuate thir hips ( Read more... )

made a seal for Seere, thinking of my intent. instead of invoking, i concentrated on the seal until contact was made. he came in form of a man with a winged horse, wearing a hat & feather like Robin Hood stereotype. made my request, to which he agreed. his request was Aphex Twin (surprise). i also asked about AP. he agreed to teach. said our g' ( Read more... )

"Nothing to lose and nothing to gain. A man can be as free and happy as he wants to be because there's nothing to lose and nothing to gain." - Tom Robbins

after a friend suggested that current events might be the result of a magickal attack against me spilling over to the house and other family members, i called up doombringer. visualizations were fairly strong and i thought i saw a dark mist coming together. i definitely felt the vibe as i spoke to him - aggressive, wrathful - just what i needed. i ( Read more... )

(about the universe being infinite)

"nobody knows we're here... so... let's wreck the joint!"

- tommy tiernan

paradigm shifting can be tough work. even little shifts can be hard because it means changing habits and reflexive behaviors. big shifts? oh man, that can be real tough, but i guess that's why it can be so valuable for growth.

maybe the friction tells me more about my "self" than i first thought.

I Want To Live Before I Die

the past week, i've been thinking how i want to live for my death. in the past 24 hours i've been encouraged by several things: late night conversation, hagbard celine, pan, an old guy on the unusuals.... funny how things sometimes tie in together.

"self improvement is masturbation. self destruction..."