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i'm sorry i care about my life and i'm awful at expressing my feelings about everything due to my lack of tact. It could be that i felt you werent listening butthere it is. I just want to be around a group of people that love and spread love the way i wish i could. i just want to cry and make it all go away. i hope someone understands. -
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that was that....
its not nearly over, in fact i think its just about stronger than ever but i dont think he realizes just yet. I just need my space to figure out what i want which right now seems to be him but i need some more time to make sure, although there is this one thing getting in the way. well i hope it works out okay for everyone cause i hate hurting ( Read more... ) -
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i hate how i associate music with things, like the first time i kissed someone or how a song reminds me of someone.....i mean no matter how good the relationship is with the person now it still makes me sad cause i miss them even though they might be right there ( Read more... ) -
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that was the hardest night of my life -
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what to listen to, what to listen to.......i decided on portishead, its very mellow, and you can see it playing in a movie at the weirdest part, oh portishead its such an.....interesting group. i love how on i-tunes they are under "electronica", ummm......i'm not feeling that ( Read more... ) -
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sooooo updating this beast...i really dont feel like doing it cause i dont have anything to say and i'm not poetic nor do i try to be so there ya go ( Read more... ) -
RECENT LOVES!
Rachael Yamagata
Kevin Devine
Martha wainwright
Pablo
The sounds (thanks La)
Check them all out because they are awesome!!
.......oh and alex but you already knew that -
her Hormones can cause Chemical warfare
I love the feeling of night........with only the sink and living room lights on, everyone is sleeping so you feel unstoppable. i think i love it also because you feel alone, i love being alone but i hate being lonely.....ya know feeling free to think but having an unending supply of love, somewhat contrasting concepts though. I think the loneliest ( Read more... ) -
dont ya know that this sucks!
so i'm not a fan of growing up, especially recently with the whole college sucking by taking everyone i love away from me (i.e. the last entry). I'm sick and tired of having a year with someone and then they move away.......fuck school. I miss alex and emily and i love you both very much
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