Got a wild hair up my ass and had to run to Target to buy big plastic Tupperware bins to put all my stuff in that I still had in cardboard boxes. I like Tupperware. I think I got the idea from Randy. Anyway..I came across old notes I had written to Andy that his grandma gave back to me after he died. What a fucking IDIOT I was. 14 years old and ( Read more... )

Met the nicest boy recently. Gives me hope that all people don't equal shit. I'm sure I'll manage to fuck things up like I usually do, but until then I'll be enjoying myself. Dropping out of the "scene" for a while if anyone cares. Too much effort. Going out is supposed to be fun not stressful. And there are more and more people I'm trying to avoid ( Read more... )

Fuckin A!!! He's coming. He SAYS he's coming. I'm getting my hopes up only to get them demolished, I know I know I KNOW- BUT I DON'T FUCKING CARE. I want to see him so FUCKING badly I don't care about the consequences. He'll probably puss out and give me some bullshit excuse why he can't come out.. but what if he doesn't? What if he's here a week ( Read more... )

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This new layout just freaked me out. Anyway. I just read a news article about a man in Michigan opening fire on a daycare and killing a 3 year old girl and seriously wounding 3 or 4 others. What the fuck. Seriously. 3 fucking years old and she's shot in the head and killed and for what? Because some fucker decides to go postal and shoot shit up. I' ( Read more... )

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Yes I did it. After 8 months or so of agonizing over it, I finally apologized to Harley tonight. So it took me 2 and a half beers and 3 pep talks to do it.. but I DID IT! And he was much more receptive and nice about it then I ever imagined he would be. Whew. It's the little victories, I tell you.

It's official. Rob is a big fat douche bag. That's ok. I had a fun night anyway. I was actually NICE to people at HP and talked to and met a lot of new people. Guys, surprisingly. I didn't immediately growl and tell them to fuck off. And I got to dance with Adam! *cheers* That made my night. So yeah. This little oriental kid kept shaking his fist ( Read more... )

I just came back from a funeral. One of Roger's friends hung himself a couple days ago and the funeral was today. I didn't know the man.. I wish I did. I met him once briefly. Everything everyone had to say about him.. he sounded like an awesome person, so full of love and life and spirit and adventure and awe.. and he's FUCKING DEAD ( Read more... )

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