so i feel absolutely nothing, my grandma passed away tonight. i was really close with both of my granparents and yet... nothing, no dispair no mourning, i even went out tonite and played beer pong. why do i se myself as unfeeling ( Read more... )

8 weeks left, and im 2 weeks strong.

one week closer, and one week farther away.

HAHAHAHAHA im laughing in her face right now. she thinks shes the best thing that ever happened to me? she held me back from so much. the only problem i have now is concentration. concentrate on school man! dont worry about dumb hoes that dont know good things when they see it.

that one is game over.

distance aint no thing to me any longer, when you find someone that makes you want to drop everything and be with them all the time, when youve found someone that you not only would die for but would kill for, you stop and take a hold of the situation and realize, without that person your life is like food without seasoning, theres no zest, no ( Read more... )

im not sure whats up with me right now. and somethings different. im serious, in fact im dead serious. im not having a good time right now. im afraid to fall asleep for the first time in years cuz i think when i wake up im going to get some really bad news. it seems that ive just uncovered this thing called vulnerability. very few people see me ( Read more... )

girlsdocrazythingslikebuyhorsesoutoffuckingnowhere.

so she bought a horse and told her boyfriend shes dating me. ummm whats next? is she gonna try and learn how to fly?

CrazyNinjaAnt: then you gotta do what you gotta do
CrazyNinjaAnt: as long as you say you can do this

its gonna happen. no more being scared of failure anymore. im sick of it. im going to fucking succeed. better yet im going to do great.

dude last night was wtf crazy awesome

im almost as frustrated as ive ever been at this moment in time.ive found a few things work for venting pent up anger. usually i get it all out via this thing i like to call... talking to anthony.. but since hes halfway around the fucking world i guess im going to have to resort to one of the three other things that work. ciggarettes are out right ( Read more... )