Well, next time you come on here I hope you read this. I really don't understand why you don't even give a shit anymore. You have no desire to hang out with me. NONE. I don't get why, so if you could tell me the reason that would be great. Wait, you probably realized that I really was a shittier person than you when you talked it over with Ryan. ( Read more... )

i have no friends.

so many things have changed, it's ridiculous and i can't even believe it. i'm like, dating pat again, although my last entry was of us breaking up. tomorrow is warped tour, and my lovie kaity lordddd and i are gunna pee our pants to paramore and cute is what we aim for. my parents leave for up north tomorrow too, and i dont have to go this year, ( Read more... )

so me and pat broke up, because we arent on the same level.
well, that's alright, i guess. i mean i'm not even that upset.
because i understand, he's a serious guy and i'm not, in both aspects,
a guy or very serious.
i'm a goof, a goon, weirdo, junkie, crazy person, etc.
i'm obnoxious and annoying and i like to tease people that i consider close,
or that ( Read more... )

i have a feeling the only thing i'll remember are the goodbyes.
the only times you touched me, 
kissed me, 
the only time of butterflies.

ever feel like you shouldn't have done something?
you shouldn't have let them go,
and now everyday is just another agonizing,
envious 24-hour heartbreak at the thought
that they would never accept you again?

well i guess you know, that i have.

the only thing i am,
and the only thing
ill ever be,
i suppose,
is second best
to everybody.

so my dog was put to sleep saturday.

and i can't deal with it.

my heart literally shattered.


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this summer, i can't really sum up in one word ( Read more... )

when I PMS I cry by myself ( Read more... )