I am such a melancholy person, I've realized. My mom says it's the Finn in me, but I think I'm just a broken person throughout ( Read more... )

if i scream

will you please listen?

can someone help me find a point to waking up?

how nothing in this world is really safe.

on friday my ipod got stolen. and i just cannot get over it. sure it's a material thing, but that thing was my best friend. it was my escape route when i had a bad day, and my jammin time when i wanted to just dance. every time i think about it being gone, i just break down all over again, like one of my parents has died. i mean it wouldn't compare ( Read more... )

that i'm not gunna worry about boys, or drama, or gossipy girls, or the way i look in front of everyone else any more ( Read more... )

i hit another mailbox today, and i completely hate myself. it gave my mom and dad another reason to nag me and tell me how crappy i am and not make it okay when i'm balling my eyes out, and all my mom says is you'll take shitty pictures if you keep crying because i had my senior pictures today. it just gives them another reason to be mad at me like ( Read more... )

shit just hit the fan. my grandpa has alzheimer's. what the hell is my grandma gunna do? is he even gunna remember who i am when they come here for my fucking graduation. i cant take even thinking about it and i cant stop crying. they live so far away it's ridiculous. lately i just feel so lonely. like, just extremely lonely. i just wanna see my ( Read more... )

i feel really lonely lately.
i haven't eaten in two days.

and i'm still not hungry.

ever thought that gucci mane couldn't of said it better? hahahahahahah ( Read more... )