( i need a do-over in life. (alternately: fuck me with a rusty spoon) )

for the first time in a long time, i feel completely incapable of dealing with my life right now. as in, i see no solutions. i see no way to be striving for the things that i want ( Read more... )

( well THAT was one of the more embarrassing experiences of my adult life )

i'm having a really tough time with school right now. i think largely because i would really like to work on life things right now. it's not that i'm totally burnt out and just want time to RELAX. on the contrary. i would like to paint my apartment, hang all my pictures, and get it to be exactly as i want it. i'm so ready for it to feel like ( Read more... )

my friends page is sadly almost entirely full of the BBCNews rss feed these days...

also: having arrived at the dry cleaner's in my building ONE MINUTE too late to pick up my package, i am stuck without internet in my apartment for one more night. i am very very sad about this. i really really hate traffic.

things a-okay now with tyler ( Read more... )

so last night i went over to old apartment to catch up on my dvr. and left at about 1:15. and there was this guy trying to get into one of the other apartments (my building has 4 doors) and this particular one has a second locked door, which does not buzz open when the outer door buzzes open. so he calls me over to try to help him get in. and ( Read more... )

right. so things ( Read more... )

today was my birthday. it started with me having a mini-breakdown over where things are with tyler. and conceivably saying goodbye to him for good. life is always more complicated than we wish it to be ( Read more... )

dear friends in lj land ( Read more... )