Sometimes I feel like I am living a double life, where half the time I know what I am doing while the other half I kinda just..go. I'm not trying to be melodramatic, simply wanting to make sense of it all. My job requires me to act with the maturity of a 30 year old, while being with family or friends I am so dumb... I feel confident driving alone ( Read more... )

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The reality that this year is ending is kind of catching up with me now. The fact that today all of the seniors were not in my third per. art class (one of which where I very much anticipate the company of maturity) made my day a little less bright. I mean, there was NO ONE to make fun of the ridiculous sophomores in that class with. All the focus ( Read more... )

Wierd I know..


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Mmmm...fabulousness. Summer is upon us. It feels like it already, but the freedom of NO SCHOOL is what I'm lookin forward to. I had to watch the two hour Friends finale. It made me sad because that show has been on as long as I can remember. As for those who aren't fans, I'm sorry, but you missed out on an era. Well, when I am thirty-five, I hope ( Read more... )

Mmmm, busy day...Busy week actually! I went to the movies for the first time in a long time. I usually wouldn't bring up things so menial, but it kinda meant something to me. I saw Mean Girls. (teehee) Okay, how do I make this significant to anyone else? The movie was good, what can I say? I totally indulged in teenybopper-dom. It was the kind of ( Read more... )

I went to disneyland the other day, and guess who was there? Yes, Elvis Costello. He is the man. Then he asked me to marry him. I was serenated by a flock of seagulls, and then a hot trash guy came up to my friends and I to tell me about his new pet. I fell off the roof, and almost killed my cousin. I tasted the rainbow, ate some celery. Life is ( Read more... )

What is up with the most disgusting people being on the prowl tonight? Did everyone go out before they showed their face in public and take a spaz pill? Seriously...what the crap? But it's cool. I smell strongly of smoke and beach. Yum, I know. Ya, whatever you wouldn't complain ( Read more... )

I used to have a talent for being onstage. Dancing was my life, man! Every time I go to see live performances I have this insatiable need to go up there and freaking join 'em. I like the thought of everyone watching my every move. It's kinda like a natural high. I don't know..maybe it's the stage make up, or the fact that the audience applauds even ( Read more... )