a few months later, i feel bright and hopeful.

ok so i think i've decided how to deal with my internal twitter conflict. i couldn't decide whether to write in english or norwegian, whether to "mix" work ppls etc with my personal thoughts. obviously all social media interaction makes me completely paranoid.

lame solution: two accounts!

www.twitter.com/stereobee - do you have twitter? feel free ( Read more... )

i've tried to update this thing in a while, but everytime i try i have to stop because of the emo wreck alert. i gave up on a proper entry so here are some random things ( Read more... )

i just wrote a long entry and because of dumb mac navigation i lost it. it's been about a month now, but i'm not yet comfortable with this new data machine ( Read more... )

hi, i am a mess tonight ( Read more... )

this is the most beautiful thing. i cried from second 1.

tonight i am a bit disillusioned with men who are otherwise attatched yet still confuse me, deliberately or not. i have to think more about this topic, but my main new year's resolution is to have my life be less complicated. watch out, 2009 - i'm going to be easy!

i wrote this long entry while i was at work today, and forgot to email it to myself. it is now on my work computer in a word document. this i do not like because i suspect one of the guys in the IT department is sneaking on my stuff because he is in love with me. i know this because he has told me he is. and the way he smiles those sneaky smiles ( Read more... )

thank you for the kind words in my last entry. i've been meaning to update this in a while because the previous one looks all sad and though i felt sad it didn't come out quite right. actually my grandmother's funeral some weeks ago made me finally take some important steps to better my situation. of all the funerals of family members through the ( Read more... )

my grandmother died today. she was truly a good person, the best person i have ever known and will ever know. she had the biggest, warmest heart. she never spoke a bad word about anyone in her entire life. she will always inspire me to be a better person. we had this special connection, and i've missed her for many years, ever since the alzheimer's ( Read more... )