can't forget what constantly reminds you

[heads_bang]

Pairing: gd/top, gd/kiko (slight)
Rating: r 
Summary: ar, switches between the future (about 5 years from now) and the present.
When Jiyong gets in a new relationship, Seunghyun can't help but reflect on theirs.
A/N: Just trying something, 'kay~  
1,780 words~

Comments

[marked_for_life]

this is terrific, heartbreaking and very them. i like that it was all seunghyun's pov until the very end and then we have that one line from jiyong. i thought that and the format were very effective.

my fave is 3. that whole thing is love.

i hope to see more fic from you :)

[heads_bang]

thank you~ you're comment made my day~

(haha the format was totally coincidental but im glad it worked out that way.)
and ty, i like 3 and 5 alot too... im a total sucker for angst and sex ;~;

ty again :)

[corpuscallos_m]

oh wow, I really, really liked this. unrequited love fics hurt so good. you made them such polar opposites and it was heartbreakingly believable. jiyong was obviously too into the business side of things so much so that even his relationship with kiko was fabricated. poor seunghyun only wanted jiyong to love him back for real but their relationship wasn't beneficial enough for jiyong. :c

anyway, great fic. please write more!!

[heads_bang]

thank you, thank you~ :)

I love your take on Jiyong, because it's true~ Seunghyun just wants love but Jiyong is too inconsiderate to care...

thanks again ;A;

[lovelyable]

sclkjerl i liked this. i think i made a terrifically pathetic noise at "i used to love you...so fucking much." ;___; cries into a kerchief

i've always felt a little weird using kiko in a context like this, but i think you maintained the jiyong side of things really well, in that they're not really dating but they kind of are. and i really liked this take on gd and top's relationship. i think you really managed to put a fresh spin on it and i really like how you went in almost a roundabout way in unveiling their relationship.

i like the bickering under (2); adored all of (5). poor top ;____;

thanks for sharing, i hope you post more!

[heads_bang]

ugh thank you so much ;~;

I do admit that I kinda regret using Kiko. I mean I have nothing against her, but I do find the premise of her and Jiyong being in a relationship a bit unrealistic. IMO Kiko seem's like Seunghyun's kinda girl and well Jiyong... sadly I can't imagine with anyone but men... (yes it's that bad :c)

thanks for reading and commenting, it really means a lot considering how much of a fan i am of your works~

[nulka17]

Miss that kind of stories here.
Bitter sweet, the flavour I like the best. Like little beads on a string, diffiend stories complete in one topic.
I feel like peeping Tom and I like the feelnig, becouse it is realistic.

[heads_bang]

thank you for reading and commenting~

I think making you feel like a peeping tom in their relationship was exactly what I was going for. And I'm happy you liked the angst :) ty again~

[atenais_pala]

My heart is aching so good. I just figured out that I really don't know them. Every person has his POV about Seunghyun, about Jiyong, about what would be a relationship between them.

I refuse to believe that Jiyong would be so cold and calculating like that... But why do I believe in that so much? i_i

I really hope to read more from you. Thank you so much for sharing your work!

Seunghyun often tried to sleep immediately, while Jiyong would sit up in bed and smoke a cigarette or two, fully basking in the lethargic afterglow as much as possible.
I was thinking about these lines. Would Seunghyun prefer to sleep because he couldn't handle with Jiyong lack of affection? And Jiyong would stay awake enjoying this letargic moment, because he couldn't think in the reality of their relationship?

[heads_bang]

Thanks so much for reading and commenting~

And aigoo, I get what you mean... I wrote this but I honestly hope Jiyong is nothing like he is in here. It's kinda weird...fanfiction that is... I really love reading it because it makes me feel closer and connected to them... but at the same time it's nothing more than our interpretation of them. And I feel like Jiyong is the most complex person I know... I guess that's what makes it so interesting to write about.
LMAO idk im just rambling.

Regardless, ty for the comment, it really had me thinking~ :)

[atenais_pala]

I have a Korean friend who has connections in the entertainment business. She's always telling me about them and I realized that we have an opposite interpretation of Jiyong (when I'm saying "us", I'm telling about the international vips).

[heads_bang]

Really? Well I'm not surprised...

what does she say about him? I'm so curious.... *-*