tough night! and day yesterday.. start out with what really sucks.. ive lost 3 people i really care about in one day.. dereck will be missed we have had so much history.. he has saved my ass sooo many times gotten my ass in alot of trouble as well.. but i can always say one thing theres no 1 he cared about more then his sister! i understand why it ( Read more... )

sometimes i just wish i had someone to talk to.. it just sucks when you feel alone...

lets see.. alot has happend in the past few weeks.. ive learned alot and its pretty cool ( Read more... )

aigh i got home last night and was pissed as fuck.. not so much anymore tho.. i just realize what i do and do not want.. when you think you have something in common that matters alot to you then its gone it seems to take alot with it.. sad.. but what can ya do?

is it possible to fall out love? i think im pretty sick to my fuckin stomach!

RED MARBLES ( Read more... )

this has been a very eventful day hell weekend! ive learned alot about other people and actually even some about myself.. i know now what it looks like to have a dude holding on when you want them to let go... i know now i can feel something for someone else even when im totally head over heels for someone in paticular.. at the same time i know ( Read more... )

im tired aggravated sad happy and just about any other emotion you could possibley throw in there.. last night was soo wierd but it was fun.. hung out with one of sams friends all night.. and we all kinda chilled watching movies until the sun came up it was nice.. wish to god i could have gotten you kno who out of my damn head for atleast 5 mins ( Read more... )

wow things are weird! ive been goin to the gym and im back to myself.. have you ever met someone that as soon as you meet them your heart breaks cause you can see the pain the person has been through? i dont know if that explains it but thats how this girl is that i just met.. she looks like all she wants to do is cry.. i hate that! i hate seeing ( Read more... )

what more can i say.. be wise and be careful what you wish for
sometimes they come true..