god after last night i can make it through anything.. no more lettin small things bother me.. its time to grow up and realize i dont have it so bad.. so what if a girl doesnt want me.. who the hell cares right??? if youd have asked me this last night or hell i was even a lil depressed earlier.. i would have told you its the end of my world.. i dont ( Read more... )

why do people fuck up so bad? all my life ive messed up with one thing or another.. wether it be being at the wrong place at the wrong time.. or making the wrong decision.. i know im gonna have one regret for the rest of my life.. i wish i could turn back time and went with what my heart told me.. im so scared.. i want my life back.. but i cant ( Read more... )

i know it will all get easier.. but right now thats not in sight.. i wish i could get some kind of answere but then again maybe her ignoring me is the answere... i jus dont understand how i can forgive her and be expected to drop a whole thing and not say something cuz shes sorry... but i cant even get considered.... this is craziness... i honestly ( Read more... )

god i dont think ive ever felt so empty and alone in my life... but i feel like i did all i could.. i told the truth i cant help it if she doesnt believe me.. but i guess she wants me to get out of her life completly now.. its gonna be tough but ill try... i guess theres not much of a choice..
well shit im goin for a run
lata days people

wow ive really never been so damn scared in my life.. i was soo worried about how things are gonna be then i woke up this morning and i was worried but for a total different reason.. something is gonna happen and i dont know how to stop it.. i dont know who its gonna be too i just hope its me.. cause god knows if something were to ever happen to ( Read more... )

wow this has been an eventful day.. i just told the girl of my dreams not to call me anymore! i thought i wasnt going to be able to breath and seeing steph cry was the hardest thing ive ever had to do.. but i realize that shes getting over me.. and im happy for her.. and im gonna do what i think is right and let her move on.. im not gonna hold on ( Read more... )

What can I say ( Read more... )

Is It Over ( Read more... )

a few things ive written not necessarly about the same thing and not all make sence about my situation ( Read more... )

well i think i have figured things out.. i get so stressed i let things eat me up.. so i take a little time out and start hitting the gym, bag, weights, and sometime even other people lol j/p ( Read more... )