well, since no one can be honest and just admit what they did, im just going to delete those of you im not sure about...so basically whoever you are that has been telling my shit to other people, go fuck yourself.

i was made aware the other nite that a frind of mine was shot and killed in arizona recently. another friend dead thanks to drugs.

R.I.P phil <3

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i had something to look forward to, something that i felt was tangible. an actual future. im so sorry to say that i really dont have hope for my future any longer. i try so hard to look ahead and theres just nothing there. i have no hope.

well, its time to bid a fond farwell to the conejo valley. i got the apartment and though i guess it technically is in Canoga Park, its more along the lines of woodland hills, i think. im going to be livivng in the Warner Center apartments. theyre right across from a park a little ways down from the Topanga mall. its fuckin sweet! my roommates are ( Read more... )

i havent felt like this in so long. i thought i was doing so well but today was the worste. sitting here right now, looking back at my day, thinking about how i feel right now i really do want to die. i havent felt like this is so long. im just done.

well, it looks like Canoga Park is going to be the place i land. im going to look at an apartment that is currently on hold for my friend and i. from what i hear its a really nice place and its not too expensive. we may even be able to move in this week. im cool with Canoga Park because its not too far from my friends and its closer to school. ( Read more... )

who's up for getting snow from east st. and finding somewhere to jib!? itll be amazing. its going to be cold tonite so its be perfect.

...ive dreamed about her every night since the last time we talked, six times last night i woke up from a dream about her. i wish starting a new chapter in life were as easy as starting a new chapter in a book, just turn the page and move forward. it just feels like the last chapter never got properly concluded, like the end came far too soon. i ( Read more... )