It's Christmas Eve and I've been doing a lot of thinking because there's not much else to do here. I felt like visiting people today but no one was around. I wanted to go over to Andrew's to get his grandmother's address so I could send her a card but he wasn't there. So I basically just hung out here all day. I ate too much. Every morning I wake ( Read more... )

I hardly ever write in this anymore because no one really reads it, but that's cool with me because I just like to ramble anyway. I've been really busy with school stuff and I'm happy that this semester is almost done because I'm sick of the classes I'm taking now. Finals start tomorrow but I can't concentrate right now, therefore I'm writing stuff ( Read more... )

Today's Thanksgiving but it feels like a normal day pretty much just like always. I slept really badly last night, I have a hard time sleeping here. After looking for hours to try to decide someplace to go for spring break, James and I decided that it would be a hell of a lot cheaper if we just drove down to Florida so we're going to do that, and ( Read more... )

( stolen from megan )

I feel lonely for no apparent reason. I went for a run because that pretty much always cheers me up...but now all I feel is tired. I hope that I'm tired enough to actually sleep tonight, because I don't sleep muc anymore. I have too much on my mind...which is weird because my life appears to be getting better and back on track. I just think that I' ( Read more... )

I think I'm getting sick. My throat hurts and I feel like my whole body is bruised. It hurts really badly. I don't like waiting for phone calls. Well, it's not like I'm just sitting here staring at the phone...but it is supposed to ring sometime tonight. I'm lonely at home. It's nice to see my mom but I would rather be in Potsdam. I hate not being ( Read more... )

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I feel happy right now, tonight was a good night. I'm not drunk, hardly drank at all actually...but I realized that I can be my sober self and still have people like me...maybe things are starting to get better.

i just burnt my throat on soupd and ir hurts and i'm drunk and i have a minicrush go me yaya

I just got back from breakfast with my dad and it was really sad. I know it's the right thing to do for them to move but it's hard. I know it wasn't goodbye for ever, but standing in the rain saying goodbye to him, I felt very sad. He was crying and so was I and he said that he was proud of me. I know my dad and I don't always get along, and that I ( Read more... )