although most times i'm happy, lately ive been having dreams that are (according to me) meaningful. not really sure entirely what they mean, but night after night dreams that are either about me having children or fulfilling a purpose of some kind or helping someone. and being really happy doing it, like in a loving affectionate way. weird. idk ( Read more... )

This entry is in response to an article I read on Yahoo news. Click the link to read it for yourself first if you have not already done so ( Read more... )

Well this place seems to be the only place i feel i can write something and not get a million fuckin smartass comments to my blogs or added drama. pretty sad actually.

well i took the GRE and BOMBED it like i've never bombed a test before. I'm pretty sure a mentally handicapped child of the age of 5 could have done better on this test. At any rate ( Read more... )

Why, hello there LJ worl that I have easily forgotten about. How are you? Well, I have decided that instead of deleting this account bc of my frequent usage of this thing, I will make this into my posting of my writings. Scholarly writings mainly, since I will have to practice that more to get into grad school when that time comes, which is ( Read more... )

so much as changed since my last post ( Read more... )

everytime at 11:11 i make wishes ( Read more... )

well judging by how often i write in here, one can assume that i dont really remember all that i was going to say or ment to say or even care to say on this "waste of my time" journal that before held every emotion i could ever feel. now is just a pain in my ass when i read it. *grunt ( Read more... )

i think i'll be ok.

afi sat. excited.

orlando mid feb.

vnv nation early april.

hopefully a new comp before all this. :/
-programs for comp that i dont have that will hella fuckin cool once complete.

guess who's single....

guess who wants to shoot themselves in the face....

i didnt eat once yesterday...no lie. i promise. not once. felt good.

Garbage lyrics can tell of my night:

Can't bear to face the truth
So sick he cannot move
And when it hurts he takes it out on you
The trick is to keep breathing

Everything you think you know baby
Is wrong
And everything you think you had baby
Is gone

And nagging little thoughts change into things you can't turn off

It's all over but the ( Read more... )