Thanks a lot for getting the music shut down Lara.

Thanks Jerm for introducing me to this fucking sweet nectar Across Five Aprils. I danced all night to them.

"but aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?"

As a hour and a half goes by. I finally hang up the phone the last time for the night. I think about every thing. I mean EVERY thing. I think it's so stupid the things I put myself through. I'm my own killer. My imagination, the murder weapon. I think about Sal. What we talked about, how I told him how hard it can be. How strong you have to be to ( Read more... )

Poker Tournament. The Steph La 05. Artie, Lani, Ruben, Steph, Steph's Brother, Troy, Sal, and Myself. Who wins? Yea, Me. Thanks.

45 bucks richer,
Derek

Oh well, you've got me under your spell ( Read more... )

I went to see Erin & my Mom up in Gainesville Tues-Thur. it was amazing. I got a flat tire on the way up. always good times. It was all well worth the trip the second I felt erin leap into my arms like we had been away from each other for years. I go back up Sept 15-18. I honestly can not wait. Being away from Erin is the worst feeling I have ever ( Read more... )

"it took me about a week to realize.. then honey, I cried for two months. After that I sorta just.. got used to it. heh, we just never know till there gone"

yea.. your all probably right. thanks ruben & alice.

i miss erin

... and no one sheds a tear.. tearrr tttteeeaaaarrrrr