Steph came into my work with her ferret and my boss told her to leave. i laughed, but it wasnt funny. ok yea it was. i think she went in her car and cut herself. I hope so. Sal was there too. Eating things. I feel sick to my stomach. Its hard being so far away from her. I know im going to go threw so much worst then what i am going threw right now ( Read more... )

It took time to fashion this noose from fine threads of self abuse ( Read more... )

w e l l. today maria came back to visit me at work. i m i ss ed her. She works at Bealls & JC Penny at the mall now. I l i k e it. I miss erin soo much. I cant wait till i go up to see her in sept ember. Until she gets out of college, im going to try to work a lot. get lots of money. may be buy things. who knows. going to be attending a lot of ( Read more... )

some one give me a reason.. please ////////////////cutme////////// hahaha

i miss erin already ;o(

i miss you too lara souls

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basically erin, artie, tra, chris, ruben, lara, jen (my sister), mom (my mom), jemmy and anyone at work who did. thanks for wishing me a happy birthday. all the people who closed with me tonight wished me a happy birthday and got me a sweet sweet cake with candles i blew out. it was the only cake i had this year, so it made me really happy. im ( Read more... )

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warped tour was pretty much the best day of summer


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i miss going to dunkin donuts at 2am and downloading small clips of reel big fish, mxpx, nofx, and less than jake songs. playing n64 wrestling games for title matches. flip compeitions at the paradise pool. looking threw magazines to find a new pin up for my wall, putting it up like a prize. playing in a three piece band where one of the pieces was ( Read more... )