what a lazy weekend...i had sat and sun off. and well since i opened on fri and i close today it was almost as if i had 3 days off. lots of time to think. I hung out with friends fri. night here at my house...mudslides mmm...and sat night sara, marissa, mark, crystal and i were just hanging out planing on having a mellow night with possibilities of ( Read more... )

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[i've been waiting since birth to find a love that would look and sound like a movie] he is someone who i can talk with, knows the me when i wake up in the morning and loves me anyway. he is willing to get up in the night when i am sick to make the pain go away, loves to laugh and to see me smile but won't shy away when i cry. He doesn't need to be ( Read more... )

. . .its funny, i was thinking about this silly journal thing in the shower the other day and how i never really use it. all my thoughts stay in head. . .and get lost!! i would rather write things down on paper, or spat them out to someone or a tape recorder or something. [my brain just works faster than i can type and write to attempt to keep up ( Read more... )

tonight was Corey's birthday celebration [big 18 whoo whoo]. So we have a "motel party" and after work i was feeling all shitty because things weren't going as i had figured; so it put me in a funky mood. --->tangent------>something happened last night at dani's...some weird drama while i was asleep [passed out early...sleep is good]. so that made ( Read more... )

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not sure why but lately i have had little reguard to my own safty. I've ran 2 red lights in less than 24 hrs. and i didn't even realize it until it was too late to stop ( Read more... )

Now Mike and I never talk. He isn't in my life and I don't know what is going on in his....so today we had a chat ( Read more... )

I've been wanting to write this for so long, had so much to say for so long but couldn't. . .didn't have the words. So here I am after a night of great friends. . .here i am again with so much to say and not sure how it should be said. It's funny or not that you are still here in my thoughts. . .after so long you should be gone by now. . .but you ( Read more... )

so lis...you are right...i just need to s.l.o.w. it down. bla...well i was never one for going slow...you've seen the way i drive. . .foot on the gass and i'm shifting gears!! ahaha!! well..yes i will just have to "date" around as you put it. but to be completely honest with you i hate the dating scene; it sucks..and seemingly pointless. So I am ( Read more... )