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tonight has been one of the biggest disasters of my intire life. just when i think brooke has changed for the better............the worst happens. so we are at 82 and yes i have myself some drinks on the way up and end up alittle smashed! but its funny how brookes "sober" streak decides to end tonight. yea so she ends up drinking too. a lot of ( Read more... )

i will never understand boys. ok...so Marisa just got back from Hell Fest and she told me that she had a talk with Jeff. [jeff and i use to talk..kinda just stopped]. I guess what happened was since our schedules conflicted and i lived in CA and he lives in Tennesse it was hard to communicate. [not to mention he started talking to another girl.] ( Read more... )

has been so long since my last entry. and frankly I haven't been to happy with myself and the choices I have been making lately. I miss Lisa terribly. She doesn't understand why I do things for Brooke, no use it going there...for I honestly hate confrontation..reasons why I back away from most situations and people. Just not worth all the drama to ( Read more... )

so i met and cuddled with a boy on sat. Scars played a show at chain, Marissa, the Boompty's all got wasted in my car with our boyfriend Jack. Needless to say I didn't really make it in to the show, which is fine because all my friends were outside anyway. Man I miss those boys sooo much. But at least they are doing what they love and know that ( Read more... )

you want me when you think that there is no chance ( Read more... )

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I don't feel the need to explain myself. Lately I haven't been in the mood to discuss what is going on inside my heart and head. Would it even matter anyways? Would it change the way I feel? The way things are? So instead I choose to keep it inside and deal with things on my own time...my own way ( Read more... )