i truely give up i suck at everything

im so glad that i am up at 4:47 in the morning this rocks ....oh wait no it dosen't , just some of the perks of being permanitly sick!

and oh dean sorry for ruining you life.......

im tried of waiting ( Read more... )

have you ever held on to something so tight while it tried to slip away....

well maybe i should let it slip away...

im tired of being sick all the time ( Read more... )

DEANS CAR SUCKS......it died!!!!!!

yea so basically this is a shitty week jerri is leaving for iraq this thursday and it sucks. And i hate this shit. this summer is just gonna be all about me and my friends because thats all i need. damn this sucks

i hate school! can't wait to get the fuck out of that place so sick of everyone.

my kidneys hurt...fuck, its just not my day, or my year or my life for that matter..(YAY for getting my surgery in a month or not)

"Sometimes I just want to fade away With no goodbyes"

okay so last night was really fun...went to bens saw a bunch of people and i took gina and corey w/ me they had tons of fun too... mostly played some black jack w/ christina , core, gina, dean and our wonderful dealer CHARLIE( yea charlie its all good i know i can't count). I'm so glad that i went thank god for good friends. GOOD TIME...end

yes so wensday was super fun had our traditonal st. patricks day party at my aunts. So much drinking i wanted to stay the whole night but dean looked bored and i had to go home and do my little sisters project. My uncle wouldn't let me leave till i took one shot with him one shot w/ my aunt and then one w/ my mommy! my mom is the champion of shots ( Read more... )