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This will be kept alive for communities, and for me to look back.

About a week ago Justin got in what could have been a fatal car crash. He's lucky to be alive. He's also lucky to not be in jail. Since then he's had an "epiphany". Last night we talked for hours, mostly him talking and me listening. He seems defeated now. I've told him that I can only be his friend. He understands that, I think. He admits to still ( Read more... )

Tonight, Tonight is a pretty heart wrenching song. I'm in the mood for those. Of course, Smashing Pumpkins did it far better than Panic ( Read more... )

I have the flu ( Read more... )

My first ever photoshoot (thats actually FOR something besides a portfolio) consisted of hovering over raw meat with a cleaver.
It was great.
Smelly and bloody and disgusting, but totally worth it.


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Just when you think think you're never going to like anyone again, someone comes along ( Read more... )

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oh, boys.
Dear cute boy.
I like you, which means there has to be something wrong with you. I can't figure out what it is yet. But, oh well.
Be nice to me.
Or I'll snuff you.
Jennifyr.

My depression is here. Stronger than I've ever remembered it. Or maybe just in a different way of feeling it. I don't remember the last time I've felt like a normal human being. I'm becoming more and more introverted, though. More and more stuck in my head, looking out. I feel hopeless. Angry at myself. The past few weeks I've been a zombie. I ( Read more... )