oh yeah.

I'm 27 now.

Got a blackberry for my bday present I love it!!!

a problem i have in life:

I get this grand idea of how something is going to go, it never goes exactly how I want it and i get dissapointed.  Is the problem me or life?

 I remember when my heart broke ( Read more... )

marvinia at work took this. I find it cute.


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I opened my prayer box today and realized that god isn't  listening ( Read more... )

I'm stuck.

I met a couple when we were out last night and they seemed really happy. Early 30s they have 3 children ages 3-12 and they seemed happy. They seemed like great friends, the way they looked and talked with eachother. Not because they had to, but because they wanted to. I really want what they have.

    I miss intimacy. Today I realized this very strongly.  I almost went out and bought doug a gift , which is fine and good on the surface but when I really thought about it, I wanted to buy him a gift to make him happy so that maybe he's be thankful and want to be close to me. Now that I realize this, it makes me cry ( Read more... )

"It's like you think you're safe or something, 'cause you can just walk away, anytime, because you don't like, need him. You don't need anyone. But the thing you didn't realize is, you're wrong."