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Looking at singleness differently
Throughout my late teens and twenties, including up until the present (27 now), I've always had issues with being single. I felt like it was a negative thing for me and always craved a relationship when I wasn't already in one. I feel like I was always looking for at least two things:
*Validation of my basic personal worth
*Emotional security
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So much for that!
Well, damn, I guess some things simply must come to an end, no matter how much you try... -
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Three cheers for cool housemates who bring you orgasmically delicious chocolate from England! :-) -
A peculiar kind of age play...
Ok, so I'm on Manhunt, the gay dating site, and I send a message of interest to this one guy who's pretty nice-looking and evidently works out a lot or something. I figured, 'Sure, why not?" Some time later, the guy sends me the following reply:
I don't think of myself as all that or pompous, and no offense to you man..... but you are not near my ( Read more... ) -
Drawing Muhammad
Perhaps you have heard of Draw Muhammad Day. Speaking personally, having been Muslim for several years before becoming pagan, this issue is a little bit personally meaningful for me. During that time, it was always important to me to question taboos and accepted doctrine. Really, I could see this going either (or both) of two ways. On the one ( Read more... ) -
Altered states
I think I actually managed to get into a bit of a trance just now with my breathing. Breathe in for four counts, hold it for four counts, breathe out four, hold it out four...and repeat. I did this for a while, while staring at a lit candle, and something started to happen. I felt like I either could not feel my body or like it felt funny. This ( Read more... ) -
A New Year's Pagan Prayer
Something I came up with just now. (Like, literally, within the past hour or two!) At first, it was just a few ideas that occurred to me, and next thing you know...I sit down at a computer, and it just pours from my fingers, onto the keyboard, and into the Notepad program. I suspect that there might be a divine component to this, in the sense of ( Read more... )