So it's like 8 in the morning and I'm awake...I know! I had to drive my mom into work so I could take the car to go look for jobs! But Zeke and I aren't going to take the job at the dog track because if a dog breaks its leg or gets hurt we have to put it down on the spot...ummmm No! But thats it I thought I wanted to write more but I guess I don't ( Read more... )

Fuck man, I had way to much jack Daniels on New Years Eve! I amlost didn't make it to the new year! So I was in a drunk mood anyway....But man I'm so fucking done. He doesn't care Rachel...Wake the fuck up and smell the fucking coffee cuz it seems pretty clear to me. But I can't walk away and he knows that which is why he'll never change. He only ( Read more... )

Happy New year everyone! I hope this year will be better then the last...
XoXo...
*~*Rachel*~*

So today is Christmas, even though it doesn't feel like it! I got some nice stuff! I got 2 new journals, a new skirt, a memebership to a gym, kick boxing classes with JOhn and Jesse, Brittney Spears perfume, Jack Daniels, Adam got me way to much shit! He got me a 50 dollar gift card to hot topic, a 50 dollar gift card to Paciffic Sun wear, a harley ( Read more... )

So I'm nearing the end of my vacation in florida. Some of it was fun and some of it was sad! I smoked a shit load on this little vacation, sam smoked a lot with us too! We also drank a lot this past week too. But then a few nights ago, the toilet kind of exploaded. The whole house got flooded. the water was up to my ankles, every rug was so wet ( Read more... )

So I moved back into Sam's house because things were wierd at Sandy's. Sam and I played catch today and he showed me how to throw the ball, catch it, catch ground balls, and bat. I got fucking nasty towards the end there! So I have to much to look forward to for next week. I can't wait! I stole tony's phone! Haha I left last night with his cell ( Read more... )

So Adam is awesome and I like him a lot, but when I first met Tony, I knew the second I met him that I was gonna spend the rest of my life with him. When I started hanging out with Adam, I had a lot of fun and he made me happy, but I don't feel any where near the same level as I feel for tony. Adam likes me and we hang out and do things but all I ( Read more... )

So I got to hang out with hot Adam the plumber! Soooooo hot! I'm trying to get in touch with him and have him over tomorrow night for cake or something. I'm wicked stoned. Tony and I went to denny's and he forgot his wallet so I had to wait there while he drove back to hope Valley. It sucked. But I got 3 trazodone from my cousin today, so tomorrow ( Read more... )

So it's Monday, I spend all weekend watching Billy from 7 in the morning to 7 at night, and Monday was not part of the deal. So last night when Sandy and my dad got home for the night I went to Tony's which ended up sucking because I sat there and did nothing and Tony and Sam maybe said 10 words to me the whole time I was there. And then I made ( Read more... )

So I love fall! I got a hot chocolate and a pack of cloves and I sat on the truck and watched the stars and smoked weed and cloves and I loved it! Sam, Tony, and I have been going to Halloween things every weekend. 2 weeks ago we went to field of screams, this past weekend we went to Factory of terror, and this coming weekend we're carving pumpkins ( Read more... )