what's next ( Read more... )

and this is the second time that christmas will mean nothing to me.

For he who shall not have a name anymore I feel sorry for you ( Read more... )

we were meant to be

fall apart soundlessly, with a pillow smothering both our hearts so there is no room for love to breath ( Read more... )

stop chewing.

i gave up drinking.

only to replace it with something else.

because it's fucking hard to let go.

it's not a heart anymore, it's bubblegum.

so you don’t want to stay, say you’re always on the run - got places to go, people to see blahblahblah ( Read more... )

And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what I’ll never have

He laughed at girls who were clingy.

he showed me a couple of messages some girl sent him on his cellphone with this look on his face that showed disbelief, pity, indifference.

scanning through the message : baby I really miss you please ( Read more... )

in your pristine white car, you at the wheel, speeding as if every angry word were the pressure used to push down the pedal ( Read more... )

and there i was backed-up against the wall, wringing fistfuls of shoddy dark brown blanket. for a fleeting, almost funny moment, i wondered when he had last washed it.

he wasn’t even advancing towards me.

I had flung myself against the wall on my own volition, because even if he was sitting calmly and cautiously at the edge of his own bed, I ( Read more... )

most of the time it's just me ( Read more... )