Having missed about ten days of postings when I had no computer access just after tpitm sent out the cards I now have no clue whats going on and was wondering is somone could (briefly) summarise what if anything I have missed I have tried going back through journal entries but I seem to be just getting more and more confused ( Read more... )

I have finally managed to salvage my laptop from the bad place it went to, (when I say "I" what I mean is I persuaded someone, muy lovely flatmate, to do it for me) but nothing is working right yet, also I have lost everyone's mail addresses and all my digital photos so I am pretty pissed off ( Read more... )

Well I went to see it last night, its better than the other two but still not as good as IV, V, and VI ( Read more... )

Last night I came back to work positive happy and well refreshed after my holiday, after only 48hrs of dealing with the public I find myself back to feeling very disheartened with my job. I have had torrents of abuse, threats of violence and at least one person spit at me. In bad moments this makes me feel like I am bad at my job, most of the time ( Read more... )

I started nights last night oin a post holiday high and even thogh it was nice to see people and the work wasn't too hard it was a tough night. I was unnecessarily tired and haven't struggled like that for a long time. Slightly scary when your the one in charge. I was wading through treakle and fighting to stay awake.

Hopefully tonight will be

I am sure it will wear off pretty quickly tonight once I get back to work but for now I am still riding that holiday feeling ( Read more... )

I think I may have found a correlation between the messyness of my room and my emotional state. Perhaps there is something in this Feng Shui lark after all ( Read more... )

I am probably about to loose my mind, I swore I would never do this again after the first time. Then I weakened and got the account and oh god help me I enjoyed reading accounts of Falcon. I know its a slippery slope from here and I start nights tomorrow so lots of breaks with nothing to do but read journal entries ( Read more... )

I have found what I was looking for, people lots of people, this hopefully will have two effects a) motivate me to keep in touch with more people and b)eat up my spare time which seems to be an ever decreasing pool the older I get, is this phenomenon global or just for disorganised folk like me. I feel as if my spare time is a water table and mine ( Read more... )

Ok so I finally gave in and signed up but without knowing who is who its all a bit lonely in here like standing in a big empty room with lots of echo's. I must be missing something cos this is really dull. Perhaps I am not doing it right being no good with computers and all that ( Read more... )