what a waste of time
i dont know why i even try
i could be doing something productive
like trying to make myself look like him
or getting hit by a bus
ill choose the latter

knock me back into the bliss of ignorance cus i feel like running head first into traffic
i thought i wanted a story ending.
i hate the pain.
i hate the pain.
i just cant win.
i think that the truth is im scared.
i think im just scared to live.
i think that the truth is im scared.
i think that the truth is im everything that i hate.

make a wish. its 11:11. your my wish.

i love you like a fat kid love cake.

oh 50, i dont know where id be without your writing. lol.

My grip on reality slips like the lips of a fatality
If you see it from a distance it’s beautiful
But if you experience it, it’s a funeral
I’m like the flower you hang upside down to suffocate
I’m not worth your time to love but I’m more than enough to hate

with both eyes closed my lips still find away to find yours.
as of right now everything is making perfect sense

i never shouldve let you go

take this razor to my wrist and bleed out my love for you.
let this phase drip until my light head forgets about you

sit back and let her die slowly. dont cry. she never loved you anyways.

this weekend was pretty fun. i woke up on saturday around 11 and just sat around the house. i watched shrek 2 and cleaned up my room. it looks so much bigger and nice now lol. i rearranged the speakers for my surround sound so it sounds better now. carly called me around 2 cus she was getting here hair done and we were seeing a movie that night. we ( Read more... )