Knowing Nothing Is Better Than Knowing At All

[heartinhand00]

Ok, so i woke up around 11 went to billys around noon cus we were gonna go to greenbacks to look for some jackets and stuff. they had nothing so we called up justin and met him up at iphop. it was so good. i had 4 chocolate pancakes and some sausages. 3 cigarettes (i didnt smoke) in the blistering cold later, i dropped billy off at his work. i then

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[rainfallsuponme]

i used to feel the same way about the whole friend thing for so long.. everyone always had that perfect best friend that they always clicked with. Then i realized that what i was searching for didn't technically exist, becuase it was some perfect idea in my head. After awhile i realized that that friend was there all along, i had known her since 1st grade. I just had to realize that she was who she was and we weren't going to like everything and agree on everything but no matter what she'd be there for me.

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[imbillyhigh]

dude, i listen to your problems so much. all of your friends do, just becuase they dont know the right thing to say to make you feel better, doesnt mean there not there for you. you have to choose that you want to be happy before you actually will be. and you say im your best friend, but then in this entry your saying you have no one that you can click with or whatever. so am i really just some person you hang out with becuase you have nothing better to do or what? and i know i was a jerk last night dude, but i've apologized about 3 times now.

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[heartinhand00]

no man, you know its not like that. sorry if thats the message that was percepted through what i wrote. thats not what i ment. i know all my friends listen and all that. and you know you are my best friend. what i wrote is just how i felt at the moment that i wrote it. but i know its not true. and dont worry bout last night.

[star_struk_eyez]

heyyyyy. thanks so much for last night. it was good to just drive around and talk. sorry it was all awkard with all my friends over at danielles. i didn't mean to stay that long... but i felt weird just leaving them there when danielle didn't kno them. but yeah. thanks again. i had so much fun. and i kno how you feel about that whole thing. im sorry about that. i want to be there for you. seriosuly. im always gonna be here for you... if you need to talk. or get stuff off your chest. or you just need a hugg. im here. im glad we got to hang out and we deffinatly need to do that again sooner to christmas when it ISN'T raining. :) feel better. and kno that im alwyas here. <333 *huggs*