well, nothing is new here. just waiting on pj to do something with all this stinking furniture so it will be out of the living room. and i realized that i don't like it when people talk crap [except for people like yobani and close friends] about me or shit involving me, regardless if they are joking or not. but then again, i talk a lot of shit ( Read more... )

- "don't you trust anybody?"

- "no."

- "that's a terrible way to live."

- "for me, it's the only way to live..."

my doctor asked me today about depression, but i just said everything is fine. i did, however, have her look at my boobs, since i have all these stupid plugged milk ducts that don't want to come unplugged, resulting in a lot of pain. OH WELL. and i am going to have a Mirena [for those who don't know, it's an IUD] put in at my six weeks checkup. it ( Read more... )

no resident evil 4 for me. every time i try to play it, i can't even get ten minutes into the game without practically shitting myself and turning it off. i then proceed to turn all the lights on in the house and lock all the doors [and if you know me, you know my doors are always unlocked]. but pj is going to be home today, so i can play it ( Read more... )

well, just so much going on when you're doing nothing at all sitting at home. feeding, pumping breasts, feeding my other kid, feeding myself, taking my youngest to get blood drawn every fucking day at the hospital [i swear, her poor little feet must be aching by now]. my toddler decides she is going to be cranky as hell now. i can't tell if it's ( Read more... )

well i had my daughter, Eve, on feb. 3rd. boy, having two kids is just something else. it's somewhat tough having them so close, only about a little over a year apart, but later on it will be nice, they will be close sisters.

argh, sleepless nights. i'm getting off the computer, and going to chill with pj and cuddle on the couch.

yikes, it's like nine in the fucking a.m., why the hell am i awake. pj jumped in the shower, but i couldn't even sleep, so i [wearily] dragged my ass out of bad and got in the shower with him. and he just started laughing evilly, saying, "i knew you couldn't resist, you were going to join me." what a god damned ego ( Read more... )

wow!

nothing new. i work of US Cellular now. fun fun.

ummmmmmmm.

update later.

dadada. not much new. still working at B World and buying lots of stuff and racking up my tab.

yes, it sucks.

Zao is six months old. speaking of which, i need to reschedule her appt. to get her shots.

shots...so fun...

nothing else new! Lily keeps calling everyone Jaime. i wish she would learn some other damn name.

man, our apartment is looking good! red and black and blue and pink and black and whatnot, it's just GREAT! work is still, well, work. good and sometimes bad. i still like it a hell of a lot better than wal-mart. i really do need to figure out what i'm going to "do" with my life, though ( Read more... )