Every once in awhile, I look at peoples facebooks and see whats going on in their lives. For the most part, its friends i have grown up with and friends who have made an impact on my life. As i read where people are, who theyre with, and what theyre doing i realized that were not kids anymore. Were done with the slumber parties and showing off cool ( Read more... )

ive been working at the bank for over a month now and i love it. the people are fun, the customers are amusing, and its nice to be making money. ive basically moved in with david in goffstown, and were hoping to get an apartment closer to both of our jobs in late april. although i wish kept in contact with more people, im enjoying life. and i hope ( Read more... )

ive now been at first colebrook bank for a week and i enjoy it there. its slow at times, but my coworkers are really cool. theres only about 10 of us so everyones pretty close.

all in all, im enjoying life.

for once in my life, im not focusing on boys. im starting a new job in two weeks and hopefully night classes in the fall. im working so hard to get my life back together and figuring out what i want. so words of encouragement are greatly appreciated lol

and then i got offered a job at unos by the regional director....im psyched and i hope i get it...and they way it happened i thought only happened in movies lol....

special version of shoots and ladders + more than 5 shots of vodka + me being a light weight = good fuckin night

life sucks

i hate what ive done. ive completely alienated myself from everyone except drew. and now i have no one to talk to when i feel like this. i have no one to call, no one to cry to. it just makes me feel worse. i used to be able to talk to mike, not anymore. ryan, only when he has time. drew, now on campus and usually causes the crappy feelings. i dont ( Read more... )

ive been thinking...with the way my life is, the little friends i have, and how often i feel so fucking alone...what am i doing wrong? what am i doing for the guys that are important to me to hate me or to not care anymore? what am i doing that is making me feel so unhappy....

what does it matter, no one reads this anyways

ok so with him gone its once again creepy here....in fact i think it made it worse...going from having constant noise and someone to talk to to being completely alone....so anyone wanna make plans?