My first thinspo post.

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I'm so fucking terrible. I binged again. I ate 3 pieces of bread and almost started on a fourth one when I stopped myself. I'd already run today but I went out and ran for an hour again because of my fucking binge. I'm terrible. I'm starting my juice fast tomorrow for 3 days so I can ease into a water fast for a week or two ( Read more... )

Yesterday I ran so much I threw up and last night I couldn't sleep because my entire body was aching no matter how hard I tried to get comfortable but it felt good to ache so much. I only had 150 cals yesterday but I had a setback and had a bite of a candybar and chewed and spat the rest of it. I felt so disgusted with myself that I purged and ( Read more... )

This is my new journal that I'm hoping to keep with some anonimity. My vanity needs to be dealt with. I need to get to a point that I can be satisfied with how I look because I know I'll never be content with who I am ( Read more... )