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[heartlove4]

i really dont know what to think anymore. should i be happy with what i have now or be sad for loosing what i had. i need happiness and i havent really found it. highschool has changed all of us and honestly im not sure if i like it. i want things to go back to their normal selves. but what was normal? i mean i love the new friends that i have made

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[i_carpe_diem]

riXroX~
i know it's easy for me to tell you not to worry about it but honestly, just think about it...summer will be here in a little while. i don't know what your exact situation is but when summer comes, you can hangout with whoever you want whenever you want. and don't worry about new friends and old ones, just chill with the ones who make you the happiest. people need to grow up and learn to deal with their drama. i just hope everything goes ok for you. i know my friends and i had some issues a few months ago but we worked it all out and now we're closer than ever. just wanted to see if i could help ya and give you something to think about.

<3~ adrienne

aww

[heartlove4]

aww thanx girlie--i think that everyone really just needs to find themsleves and we all need to work it out--hopefully that will happeend--we should chill some time--call me up home slice xoxox

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[i_carpe_diem]

haha sure thing girl

rikki...

[narrowway]

let me tell you something. let me explain something that will bring this together alittle.... you see things for what they truly are my dear. you always have and ever since the moment i met you i knew you saw things clearly. you understand people and you understand when people act a certain way-- u get "it". life should never seem confusing to you rik, bc the only reason it is right now is because THEY are confused. there will be a very small number of ppl who you will meet in your life that will be as truthful and as real as you. so fuck it, fuck them-- they dont get life right now, and its amazing that you do... so let them do their thing. like last year i was the typical freshman-- and they're doing it-- and power to you for not doing it. live fully rikki sapp-- and when you get outta high school and ur fuckin' surrounded by people who get "it"... then you will truly live. until then, smile and party on. and laugh... bc you're better than this place.

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[heartlove4]

aww thanx lizzay! wow i think i get "it" lol hhaha neways yea everyone is just trying to find themself and that makes things change o well change can be good right? haha well call me we need to chillay love u