its christmas break. i think i lost myself for a moment. company are overstaying their welcome. my mom is angry, my brother is in love, and i... am lost. i need love, and understanding, and a kiss.

its too cold here-

my emotions devour me. i get caught in my own web ( Read more... )

as i read the great gatsby today: they had never been closer until she brushed silent lips against his coat's shoulder or when he touched the end of her fingers, gently, as though she were asleep ( Read more... )

when i want something bad enough- i twist & turn for it. i map out my own plans and usually lose my way. i cant live like this anymore, im going to grow up. i dont want to change. i am who i am. i will only push myself so far, i will not break. dont let me break. i can't break again. putting myself back together will be too difficult.

dear livejournal ( Read more... )

life has been hard this week. each day i just wish would end sooner, in hopes that the next will be better. a series of unfortunate occurances, my over- emotional tendencies, and other's descision's have steered me straight towards sadness. im scared that all the choices ive made, and all the things i convinced myself were beautiful... are only ( Read more... )

why is spero not TEACHING ( Read more... )

life is rolling on smoothly. cheerleading is a great time and im getting strong from it. lifeguarding is getting to me and im ready to stop soon. ive been occupying my time beautifully lately-- spending time with friends and having fun when im not doing the necessaries ( Read more... )

1. I HATE MY FATHER- IF HE DIED I WOULDNT MISS HIM... HE'D BE BETTER OFF ( Read more... )

building it up. breaking it down. letting it go. taking you in.

im excited. im hurt. im growing. im living. im loving. im working. im dancing...

September's coming soon.
I'm pining for the moon.
And what if there were two
Side by side in orbit
Around the fairest sun?
That bright, tight forever drum

a sigh of relief

I used to think, as birds take wing,
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