My Nana passed away this morning. Just seeing that typed out makes me so sad. I feel more depressed than I ever have in my entire life. I knew that it was coming sooner rather than later so I've been able to prepare myself for that but it doesn't change how hard it is. I sometimes forget but then something reminds me of her and I just break ( Read more... )

I want so many things. I thought I was happy at the beginning of this semester. Well right now I'm not and I don't know why I just can't be happy ( Read more... )

So summer has been good for me so far. I just feel like I needed to take a break from everything and reevaluate my life and just relax. I haven't felt this relaxed and stress free since a year ago so it has definitly been nice. I feel like by the end of the summer I'll be able to go back to school and be my normal self. I've missed being a ( Read more... )

I fucking hate my life right now. Just shoot me in the face please ( Read more... )

Sooo I had the worst stomach virus in the history of the world this weekend and it basically sucked. I couldn't hold down water, so that was a ton of fun. . . I'm still getting over it too. I'm like scared to eat, which is quite out of the ordinary for me ( Read more... )

So my dad sent me headshots for this audition I'm going on on Monday. And I said they needed to be black and white ( Read more... )

I don't know how much of a brat I'm going to sound like in this post ( Read more... )

So, I really wish that she didn't hate me. It's Christmas, and she still can't put all her hatred aside and she has to be the biggest bitch and make me miserable ( Read more... )

So I'm working today and I'm really nervous I won't make enough money for my use/ for car payments.

But then I realize that if I don't work at all I won't make anything so I guess it's better to work.

I really hope there are shifts that need to be picked up tonight, that would be really useful.

I guess that's really it ( Read more... )