Umm. This was a really hard weekend. I guess I am just writing for comfort. One of my good friends here, one of the first people I met here, Austin, died Friday. He took it himself in his dorm. It frusterates me so much because I wish he had just thought to call someone. Anyone, I don't even care who, I think anyone in their right mind would ( Read more... )

i thought i'd write in this thing one last time. i'm in boston now. it's kind of scary but i like it. i've met a bunch of people and i have a few people here with me. blake left a few days early to help me out with some stuff. oh yes. blake is my boyfriend. i met him about a month ago and we hit it off completely. i met him through a friend of mine ( Read more... )

GOD DAMMIT I wish I could wake up one morning, like tomorrow, and like vaginas. I hate boys. They are so fucking stupid and booooo the 3 boys since Josh I have really and truly liked, just got and fuck me over cuz they are idiots. Let's see, boy number 1=David. I really liked him right off the bat, he liked me too, then one day bam his bitch ex ( Read more... )

things are very fucked up. although cancun was incredible and wonderful and everything that is a synonym to those words(met 2 boys, made out in the rain...made out on the beach while a sea turtle was laying its eggs right next to us), i get home and feel great...then the lovely joshua talks to me. for 5 hours. last night. he told me all about how ( Read more... )

I'm going to Cancun Tuesday<33333 yay ( Read more... )

I hate boys and their stupid fucking stupidness, I'm so decieved by people. I meet someone, get to know them, and I am thinking wow, this is it, I really like this person. Then something happens like tonight and I am let down yet AGAIN by the male species. Why can't anyone ever live up to how great I think they are? I'm constantly being let down, ( Read more... )

DAVIDS A FAG ( Read more... )

ahh I can't do this whole ditch lj thing ( Read more... )

I'm not gonna write in here. Summer is great. :D Updates ( Read more... )

Good god I can't believe I'm done. eeeek. I'm so excited, yet I'm so sadddd and SO scared. I can't say it enough. High school is gone forever, and that's great in so many ways, but I'm going to miss some aspects. Anyways. Yesterday/last night was so much fun ( Read more... )